that was my last and best attempt

You never fail to make me hate you.

And I'm not a hateful person.

Bravo.

Or not...

Ugh, fuck all three of you ( Read more... )

Bitter, sad, confused, lonely ( Read more... )

Lack of communication has started to make me angry. On all accounts.

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On a totally unrelated topic, it sucks that my high is wearing off and i have SO much to burn to cd and i don't know if i'll even have time. blah.

mmmm...at school with a computer and my pictures and internet and alk3 in my headphones...it's good.

seeing them thursday. so. fucking. stoked. with my llama.

"here we are again...with handguns for hearts..."

I don't know why, but some parts of that make me angry.

The bitter part of me screams 'bullshit'.

I love being vague.

Give me a couple days and I start questioning everything.

And doubting everything.

Now I think I may be too close to the person I used to be. It kind of scares me in a lot of ways. I'm not quite sure what to do...about anything.

I miss you...

Alright so I'm modeling for Jeremy, who I'll be working for shortly, on Monday. I wanted to do that while I still had purple hair. We have no ideas as of yet, except for using his blood concoction that seems to be common with his shoots. That's fun. Kate likes blood ( Read more... )