So since the last time that i posted i am down a gallbladder, which they took out in August. The surgery wasn't bad, it was probably the gas left in my body after surgery that was the most painful part. (they fill you with gas so they have room to move around inside your body during the procedure) And I think i've recovered well for the most part ( Read more... )

I need to clean my room/the rest of the house. And i have no motivation to do so. Partly out of being lazy and partly from not feeling well ( Read more... )

It seems like a lifetime since i've posted. I'm fairly sure that no one uses their journals anymore... but i can't sleep. Been laying in bed for several hours now unable to drift off. So here i am ( Read more... )

I went to callahans tonight with Chealsey and didn't talk as much as i normally do. that's because i was listening to what chealsey had to say. especially about people judging one another. i am not a bad person. i don't tell people just what they want to hear. i tell them the truth. with the exception of one person lately. and the reason why: i don ( Read more... )

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today is 5 months that dan and i have been together. i know i'm corny and sappy and i should be shot ( Read more... )

So as many of you know i worked at a church camp in the summer of 2005. I recently applied to work there again this summer and today i found out that i won't be working there because of a review i got when i worked there last. The woman that gave the review hated me and therefore told them i was a bad person and shouldn't work at camp again. Thanks ( Read more... )

Today has been crazy. Nate's funeral, fighting with my dad, not seeing people all week.... and i just felt like crumpling up on the floor and crying. I still do actually but i won't because i have to be strong. I don't know why, it's just how i am. I don't understand myself... i really don't. Why do i feel like i have to be strong for everyone else ( Read more... )

I sit here waiting for his phone call wondering if i'm interested in him because of the convienance or if i truely have feelings for him. Sadly i think it's the former. I have no idea what to do...

I know it's been a million years since i've updated but thats life. I've been working like a fiend so i have no time for anything else.

My allergies are making me all stuffy, fuckin rain! I'll beat whoever made it rain.... for real.

So this really is the most useless entry i've ever made, thanks for reading!