hello, livejournal. I'm writing you with the hope that you can magically fix everything. I'm depressed and I need help. I don't know what happened. One day I'm hanging out with friends every night and having a great time. Now I don't do anything. I have no motivation to get things done. I have no friends and don't want to meet new people. Everybody ( Read more... )

Berklee, it has defeated me. I feel like I am running a "finals marathon". I want so badly to just give up but, I can't. I am at about mile 23 right now. One more project, one more big homework assignment, and one more test, and I'm done. I am absolutely exhausted. I haven't slept more than 6 hours since Sunday. I won't get to sleep really until I' ( Read more... )

I need to just escape forever to a remote island in the Pacific and not have to deal with my feelings or other people's feelings. Please help me do this, don't make it hard, please. I thought I had it in me, I was wrong.

There are two different types of good movies:
1. The type that is good all the way through

2. The type that is one big setup for a really good ending

I like to watch both.

On a side note, I just watched The Devil Wears Prada. It's nice that Anne Hathaway is trying to broaden her repertoire by getting away from movies about an ugly girl who sells ( Read more... )

I want to have a girl child just so I can name her Iivi. Only for like a week though, then I would throw her in a dumpster or something.

There's a 'legendary' baseball outfielder named "Dave Winfield"? I mean... come on! Winfield? The Outfielder? That's like some bad sketch you'd see on SNL or something.

I just watched Requiem for a Dream, and let me tell you, it is the single most fucked-up movie I've ever watched.

I'm so fucking tired. I stayed up all night to program websites. What the hell?

I can't believe how bad of an actor Keanu Reeves is. It's a mystery how he gets any work. I mean, it's REALLY bad. I just tried to watch Johnny Mneumonic, and couldn't even get past the first 5 minutes of the first scene because of how terrible the acting was. But it's really weird how great the Matrix movies and both Bill and Ted movies are. ( Read more... )

I'm starting to really hate the way the people I hang out with laugh. I don't know how they do it, but every single one of them has a laugh that is annoying in a unique way. I hope they fucking die. Seriously.