I havent written in awhile and I havent done one of these things in a really long time, but like I said I dont have anything better to do so might as well ( Read more... )

"Addicted ( Read more... )

The words that cant seem to come to my mind to send to my simple fingertips typing on this damn computer. Its this game of going round in circles. This game I guess we are suppose to call life. They tell you when your down you never seem like you can get up, and when your up you never seem to see down, but tired of this rollor coaster. I'm ( Read more... )

I hate the feeling of emptiness. I wish... I dont even know what I wish. I'm so scattered everything that comes to my mind makes no sense, but I have this constant feeling of sadness inside of me. I know this was supposed to end and maybe sooner than it did but its just that... I want that closeness so bad with someone and with him it was like it ( Read more... )

I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because everytime I fall in love... it never seems to last ( Read more... )

So I miss my momma and I miss my animals :( I have been officially out of my house for 11 days and I'm starting to get alittle homesick. The girls continue to keep me laughing. There was definitly a fight n the house yesterday that I ended up breaking up, well that is right after I grabbed Becca and Charity leaned across and popped her in the face ( Read more... )

Ok, so we have all officially moved in and started classes well those of us who are taking classes that is. Its cool, I guess it still really hasnt sunk in yet that I'm living on my own with roommates, I feel like I'm at camp and that in a week or so we will have the big dance at the end and all cry and hug and go back home... but lol thats not ( Read more... )

Well I guess I am retarded... lets see if I can even pull off normal now ( Read more... )

Good news- I'm officially no longer single, I am taken. After some... alot of tequila last night I found myself dozing off in Matthew's bed with hime right next to me as he leans over kisses me on my head like he always does and asked me, "Will you be mine and I'll be yours", and replied with a simple "yes" then he kissed me on my forehead and I ( Read more... )