Change. Though I don't know how, I feel it. I NEED it. I don't even know what kind.....just something that's going to knock me on my ass. Completely alter my reality ( not in a get kidnapped by terrorists sort of way) change my outlook, perception, judgments and all of it... a rebirth of self as it were. As children we're limitless in our potential ( Read more... )

I hate words, I hate how they feel in my mouth, like rectangular jawbreakers,heavy and stuffed in too tight. I hate them because heavy though they are they carry no weight. As soon as they leave my lips they evaporate like steam. Talking to people around me is like breathing under water. Impossible and leathal. You can't SAY anything. No one hears ( Read more... )

Okay, so I was watching a movie and in it the leading woman is upset by all of the relationships her boyfriend has had in the past. She wanted to know all about them but, he didn't want to talk about it, wanted to leave the past in the past. The strange thing to me was not the fact that she was being pyscho about his past relationships and stirring ( Read more... )

Well I leave tomorrow to London for this crazy modeling job...totally scared. Argh! What do you take on a trip like this? Why have I not started to pack? I'm not going.......Argh!!!!

I hate this.

"- And to me the sitting and talking and just laying in bed with each other cuddling is much more memorable to me.... Because when you find the one you think you are gonna be with forever their every idea and conversation is memorable... "

-Gunther

But people aren't really this way. Too bad. Where is this guy in real life?

Well here in the ol' SanAntonio, it's hot and humid, i like swim with sweat whenever i go out the front effing door. The guy across the street lives with a bunch of other guys, i have yet to see a girl, i wonder whats going on in there. The next door neigbor waters his grass on the wrong days of the week, but i guess that if he's going to water ( Read more... )

So i don't like my roomate, he is a drama queen. The end. I'm going to have a new job soon probably...yea! THe world is full of interesting people. But i have found that these people recycle themselves, i have met so many of the same person that it's quite scary. Is this the way my life is going to be forever? Or is it going to change? What do i ( Read more... )

Since we will all be out of the institution of higher education very soon for the Summer holidays, i say we have a small cat foot reunion. Lunch, maybe lunch and a movie, maybe lunch, a movie and a kick back*? whatever it's gotta happen.

*Kick back;v-adv, A get toghether of a mellow nature, usually involving two(2) or more people.

So i was downtown @ the chocolate iguana,Sketching like i usually do. And this dude, popped out of nowhere and was like "Hey, that sketch is really good. You are very talented." So i was all like...."umm,thxs,um thts neece" Yes i mumbled, i was a little caught off gaurd by this sprite type man. So he continues to ask me these really intrusive ( Read more... )

So I like have not been here in like a million years. So here is whats up. I went to london early it rocked my socks. I lost my camera there that makes me want to cry. I have a great apartmemt andmy job still sucks. School was cake this semester and i wondder why people always complain? Anyhoo That about it. Not that anyone is dying to know...just ( Read more... )