It doesn't take long in a certain space for certain people to say certain things in a certain tone of voice that makes other people say certain things that are certainly not necessary and makes everyone feel a certain distaste for one another ( Read more... )

Change your scenery, change your environment, change your community, change your input, changes yourself right ( Read more... )

I don't recall the last time i laid on the grown and stared at the stars ( Read more... )

I'm hopeless
hopelessly needy and wanting and thinking
not acting or making just fondly idling like parked in front of the garage and i watch the cars drive by and fall in love with their speed and motion
i cant get my shit in drive

Moving from one obsession to the next, looking back makes me realise this ( Read more... )

decided to make some waves in the bath
watched the boat turn over and got scared
fear of power of thoughts and a swish of the hand
patience of the idle
contentment of the underachiever
amazement of child who saw life turn and roll away out of control

we reach so hard for each other and cant see that our fingers stretch past the wrist and realize we've over extended ourselves and touched nothing. as we fall back grazing fingers and cursing ourselves we swear we won't make the same mistake, promise openness and awareness. then get distracted and its too late. blame it on fate and start working ( Read more... )

ooohhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

I started writing this book four year ago I was just as silly and I am now, just as obsessed with some one some love i think i deserve but don't know how to earn, just as insecure when i look at myself, more able to hide it now and better at making friends, i've had more lovers and am less judgmental or better at hiding that too... I think i know ( Read more... )

I'll force feed you me
and we'll be friend forever

open the hanger and swallow my love
it hurts just for now but you'll love me later