it's a constant pushing a pulling of the personalities.

who am i?
who do i want to be?
who should i be?

life is nothing more than change.

change change change

when one thing ends, the others begin, and always at an exponential rate. never and even slope.

i see him tomorrow. and as much as it pains me to say it: i can't wait!

It's the end of an era

it's the beginning of an age.

so.....not sure what today meant.

but i know one thing: life goes forward, so must i.

but everything is the same on my end. i know at this point i just need to exercise patience. and time will be on my side.

what a terrifying entity reality can be.

The truth of the matter is it's just stubbornness brought on by outside forces, forces to evil and to strong to combat against.

i will just live my life, for it is his battle to fight, not mine. i have my own demons to conquer.

so right now may not be a good time for either one of us.

but you and i both know: we're meant for each other.

your stubbornness will not deter me from what i know to be true

y yo sigo aqui, esperando a ti

i will wait until you come to your senses, that i know for sure. i won't stop my life, but unconditional things do not die, that includes

y yo sigo aqui, esperando a ti

I thought working at Cole Haan in uncomfortable shoes was hard enough

but this Uncle Julios, lemme tell ya', no matter what i do to those damn shoes my feet still ache.

I had a table of 11 teenage girls, and i handled my business quite well, thank you very much

this isolation mode has to end. i'm tired of it. but it comes so naturally.....

so......are we......still.......together?
because....i was under the impression that we were.....but............
....the silence..... it sends a different signal.

three lies of the universe:

that god is a sentient being
that chaos and creation were born of the same source
that time is relevant

I am my own terror.