still here.

kicking bad habits

cultivating good habits

still looking for love, inside and out

I miss stability.

it's good to allow these excogitations to escape my limited imagination.

roam free my friends: roam free.

the limits of my language are the only limits in my world.

Dear God,

can i die peacefully without knowing i'm dying. i'd like that.
and maybe soon. i'm tired of hating myself. i don't want to be here anymore. it was nice, but i don't belong here on earth. i'm not welcomed here.

thanks.

fell down the rabbit hole again.

crawling my way back out of it.

i don't think everyone will be so forgiving this second time around.

I'll miss you.

I'll miss you forever and always.

Glass
Blood
Ash

And the world keeps spinning,

And he still exists,

And I'm still the object of no one's adoration.

porn is such a bizzare idea

hello, how are you today?

sometimes it lasts in love

but sometimes it hurts instead....