OK, good mood's gone, fuck the world again.

I'm awake.

wonder if mom would kill me if i got a job "instructing inmates" for these people heheh

when you're really pissed off, it's good to go outside and sit in a perfectly timed thunderstorm for half an hour or so.
i felt much, much better after that. :)

seriously.... esp. since neither of us is medicated. and when both of us have a very bad day at the same time.... oh, wow. everyone around suffers.
"he's been off his meds since december and he's doing fine...." fuck that. mom wonders why i don't trust her or him.

http://www.armegalo.com/wrath/play.html

i've figured out why i wake up at four thirty every morning ( Read more... )

so i was looking through the glen rose reporter today (my mom thought there would be something about a basketball camp ben wants to attend but there was nothing relevant) and i read that one of my debate friends has just finished basic training at lackland afb (what, thought he was in the navy?...) read about the funeral of another of my classmates ( Read more... )

biggest compliment robbie could ever, ever pay me:
"you'll eventually realize your geek mafia potential." "but i'm not in the least geeky, i have no qualifications...." "oh, you're a geek. you just don't know it yet."

woke up this morning with a clear trumpet melody in my head. didn't even have to think to remember that it's from the film score to the mask of zorro.
so i did the logical thing, came in and turned on audiogalaxy. :D
i wasn't dreaming about zorro, i swear....

I've been having the most insane dreams lately. This morning, I dreamed I was in an airport, and Michael Stratton came up to me all excited, saying "Dave's going to come and visit me for my birthday!!" (Note: Michael's real life birthday is in November.) Obviously he was thinking of Dave Warner (aka Moonshine), and thus was quite disappointed when ( Read more... )