i turned around and my arms were suddenly full of something i feared and never wanted them to be full of. but i held on, clung, and then remembered who and what and where i was and let go.
I don't like people. I don't attach to people. 90% of the people I say "goodbye" to at graduation, I won't lose a jot of sleep over. But you (it's always you, preceeded by a "but"), I've dropped two pants sizes, three hours of sleep per night, and not a drop of water over you. Not even you. The lack of you.
I shouldn't let myself do what I want to, at least, not when it comes to who I'm intimate with (not sex, not sex). I would do well to remember to act with my head, not my hopes. So would we all. Maybe
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