I am having a hard time not calling, emailing, etc. Dont let me.

Right now I feel like I am watching the world through a peepshow. You know the kind where you stick your quarters in and the shade goes up and for a second, you are a part of this other hidden time and space? So, I have never been to one of those, but if anybody wants to go, at the very least, it would be good literary fodder ( Read more... )

I love the fall too, though it is really starting to make me anxious. I am so ambivialent about moving. It seems so unreal. It seems so stupid and juvenile. I think that is just the pessimism in me ( Read more... )

I just spilled and broke a whole bottle of Heller's syrup on the floor. It was real maple syrup too. Such a travesty. What's the diff between a travesty and a tragedy ( Read more... )

I'm dying my hair this horrible tacky shade of red ( Read more... )

Belle and I just had a fight. Whatever, arguments happen. However, I have to go to work now, and I know I am going to be cranky all day. So, if my coworkers ask WTF is up with my crankiness, I can't just be like "Oh, my girlfriend and I had a fight". Two reasons for this: 1. Because i am not out at work. i dont know how to go about doing this ( Read more... )

Sometimes (well, most times actually) when I read LJ, I kind of feel like a voyeur. I dont really like writing on here, as I think my life is pretty dull in comparison to the fun things I read. However, if I dont write, even sporadically, I feel like maybe I shouldnt be allowed in the club. So, on to the gratuitous whining to which I inevitably ( Read more... )

That is a short story by...ummm Charlotte Perkins Gilman, I believe. You should read it. It is one of the earliest examples of feminist prose, and was outlawed and burned all over the place ( Read more... )

I am getting stuck inside my house again. I figured out that a lot of it has to do with money. (btw, this whole thing is probably just going to be me whining, so please don't feel like you need to read, I just need to write.) So, I bought a plane ticket this week to Florida. This sucks for 2 reasons: I dont get to go until september, and I used ( Read more... )

dinner was amazing. thank you. you may have come over for my help, but you ended up helping me. i love you. i know we did cheesey pseudo therapy type things, but it felt really real. real like stuff hasnt felt real in a long time. also, i felt really safe tonight. it was because of you ( Read more... )