In order for a relationship to work, he must want emotional intimacy with you AND he must deserve your trust.

BOTH must be true.

I recognize that every language has complexity ( Read more... )

 還是控制不了六七小時就自動醒了,雖然已經好久沒有睡飽.

Not only did I just go running for 2.5 miles (~30 minutes, I run slow dammit), but I also did it on 3 hours of sleep.  Yay for albuterol, no chest pain, but I definitely cramped up and just lost my mojo around the 23rd minute.  Going to blame that on the sleep deprivation.  If nothing else, I am going to lose a shitload of weight.  Or I would if a ( Read more... )

Apparently I officially have exercise induced asthma.  It only took like 4 years to figure this out ( Read more... )

 Him via SMS @ 7:45pm:  Hello.  `(^.^)'  What are u up to??
Me via SMS @ 7:49pm:  Walking home from dinner, you?

...

and... as of 2 hours later, NOTHING.  NO RESPONSE.

DOUBLE YOU. TEE. EFF.  WHO DOES THAT?!?  WTF IS THE POINT?

I am so confused.  WHY??? 

As I sit here on the couch with my feet propped up on cushions, with frozen ravioli strapped to one ankle and frozen peas strapped to the other, I had a moment of clarity.  Since I still technically have carpal tunnel in both wrists, I am currently gimped in all 4 limbs and and am officially useless.  

I'm having an interesting conversation on AIM with Marc, of all people, about my insecurity.  I wanted to jot down some things that I want to remember.

i just think its time to get over the 13 year old insecurity. embrace who u are and understand ur shortcomings and love em or hate em or change em.. insecurity is such a waste of time.  either ( Read more... )

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Key takeaways -

Ever since I was young and my mother told me I don't have EQ, I have not been comfortable with myself.  I crave feedback. 
I need to hold off on receiving feedback, because right now, as over-committed as I am, I am not presenting my "best self" to the world, and therefore feedback may not be very valuable.  Especially because I ( Read more... )