i love this life that i live! its pretty great and i'm thankful for all of it and for all of the people in it ( Read more... )

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and i do not mean that in the bad sense, it has been great! and i'm so loving my life right now ( Read more... )

so writing in this used to be like therapy for me, it happened every day, sometimes twice a day when i was feeling ambitious, but now, its only when i get around to it. i think i'll start making a concerted effort to keep this thing up to date ( Read more... )

life's lonely. period. the end.

i miss lindsay like crazy and wish to god that she was here now. life just isn't the same anymore, nothings the same anymore... i call evan when i'm bored to go hang out with drunken idiots just so that i'm not stuck in my room, but i love those drunken nuts, they make life fun. goodness what would i do without them

"learning heart ( Read more... )

i figured it out!!!!!

while talking to lindsay (well, not exactly talking, there was a whole lot of crying) i finally figured it all out

this is what i want:

"I want him to want me like I want him"that's not too much to ask is it? nah, i didn't think so. i just want to be desired, i want him to want to spend time with me, to need to talk to me ( Read more... )

yesterday's horoscope...You don't typically like it when your emotions are out of control and today could stimulate these fearful concerns. Denial isn't an option; you won't be able to suppress the powerful feelings now pushing their way to the surface. Instead of fighting the inevitable, just let them arise naturally. Although it's not your first ( Read more... )

so i hate having to tell someone twice... it's no fun!
i do not like repeating myself, especially to people who care about me!
dangit, how many times do i have to tell you?

sitting in the good old dorm room of asheville, waiting to start round 3 of this life i live up here, and really excited about it ( Read more... )