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Fresh start - softseptember

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Last one I swear.

I feel like puking. Damn you narcotics. Lost 5 pounds which is awesome. Wasn't really trying. When I found out I was 142 I stayed away from the scale and knew I was getting chub again. And outta now where tonight I weighted myself and I'm 137. Yay. I still wanna loose a bunch more. I have to get rid of the lil baby belly I got going on ( Read more... )

Happy mothers day. Spent the day alone, I really didn't feel like going to karens. Me and kev got into an argument before he left, I've noticed that's been happening a lot latley. I wasn't feeling good at all. And when I go no one talks to me or anything and I'm just chasing after the kids so I'd rather do that at home, kev took payton and ( Read more... )

I'm sadly watching a animail rights documentery. This guy goes under cover at a hog farm where they raise them before slaughter. I can't not believe the fucking shit they were doing to those poor pigs and piglets. I wasn't even watching 5 minutes before I was in fucking tears. They would keep all the pigs in cage type areas shoulder to shoulder ( Read more... )

Lalalalalalala I finally passed woohoo. Not like any1 really cares but me. But whatever. Fuck em'

I go for another test tomorrow and if I fail I freakin give up. How can someone be so retarded they can't even pass a learners test that you do on a computer at that. Please god let me pass. Please please please please please.

Failed my learners test.. once again. I don't know why the fuck I can't get it man. And I only get like 4 wrong and they only allow you to get 3 wrong. Bullshit. I feel so fucking retarded. I go again on thursday and if I don't pass I swear to god. I already to put 40 dollers into this shit just for the fucking computer screen to tell me I failed. ( Read more... )

Hope to god I pass my learners test tomorrow. 3d times a charm. Booya!

I'm getting fat again. Not good. Starting monday going to try and eat as little as possible. I have to get back in the 130s. I've only gained 1 pound, mayne 2. But I feel and look like I'm 5 months prego. Why the hell am I so bloated? Blah ( Read more... )