I just don't know what to do :(

It's been forever since I've updated. I love Sonoma. I love Alpha Gam (at most times) & I'm enjoying my time up here. I'm struggling with some things but I'm hopeful it will get better. I'll expand later.

Me & my parents visited SSU this last weekend. I think they're happy with it? Christopher and the waiter at Olive Garden actually got them smiling and they think the campus is beautiful. Thank god haha ( Read more... )

I'm going to Sonoma State University next year. Then transferring to USC, Pepperdine, or Loyola my sophomore year.
I have to go to a private school. Gotta make my daddy proud...

Plus, I want to be with Tyler. As hard as I think it's going to be to be away from him for a year.. I have no doubt in my mind that we'll stick it out<3.

Basically, Collegeboard has fucked me over. They lost my SAT 2 scores which are required for all UC schools. I have been rejected to so many places and I've let it hit me HARD. It's kind of like.. I tried SOO hard these past four years but nothing is good enough. I was thinking about trying to appeal my rejection to UCSB, then it hit me ( Read more... )

Damn cramps & bloating ( Read more... )

i just got denied to san diego state ( Read more... )

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I can't say that I miss my psycho family.. What I really miss are my clothes & my car. It sucks not having anything. It sucks not having enough money to pay for AP tests.. It sucks to have no alone time ( Read more... )

So.. I'm kicked out again ( Read more... )