All I need to do now is fill in my ECs, Awards, Personal Statement, and all the other stuff where you can explain shit ( Read more... )

College Applications. Filling them out makes me feel so fucking stupid and so worthless. I'm afraid of rejection and it's stressing me the fuck out. I really don't think I'll get into the schools that my parents want me to go to (USC, Pepperdine.. any private school) and it kills me to know that I'll be disappointing them. But I'll settle for ( Read more... )

I had two tests today: AP Environmental Studies & AP Econonmics. Both went pretty well. Right now, I have a 3.8. Hopefully I can bring up my grades by the end of this semester.. But whatever, I'm going to sonoma anyways lol ( Read more... )

I am constantly thinking about going to the gym. Like.. CONSTANTLY. When I wake up I pick out what I'm going to wear to the gym. When I'm at school all I can think about is what time I'll be able to go today and for how long and who would want to come with me. Or I'll be thinking about charging my iPod for the gym. It's become an obsession. An ( Read more... )

I've been costantly thinking about college and how different the life must be. I mean here, I'm content, but held back from too many things I'd like to do.. But when I'm 370 miles away from home those restrictions dissappear and I'll finally be independent (well, I'll still have financial support [thank god for being spoiled haha ( Read more... )

I love the rain. I love it when it pours and you can hear the intense pattering from inside even when there's music playing. I love driving in the rain when no one else is on the freeway, listening to relaxing music like Explosions in the Sky. I love the rain ( Read more... )

Yesterday I came down with an almost 102 fever (I almost reached 104 during summer) and it fucking sucked. My dad didn't believe me that I wasn't feeling well until he stuck the thermometer in my mouth. Asshole ( Read more... )

here are all the pictures from yesterday at bridgeport :]


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Last weekend was the most amazing weekend of 2007. I loved being up north, away from everything that has ever burdened me or has brought me down. Even though it wasn't a permanent or temporary move, and was merely a vacation, I felt free. Northern California is much more laid back than southern califonia. San Francisco is a great city with great ( Read more... )

I'm going onto my 5th hour of homework/studying right now.
My brains practically fried.

just thought i'd share haha