I don’t know how to handle
My life, this burnt out candle
What to do from here
I just want to disappear
Have to stop dying inside
Forget, all the times I’ve cried
Get over the disappointed glares
Forget that nobody cares

A feeling of isolation ( Read more... )

I feel we’re growing apart
To see this, pains my heart
I can no longer pretend
To be your friend
As much as I hate it
I have to admit
It is too hard
Our friendship is scarred
Beyond repair
The feeling of despair
You walk away
Feeling betrayed

this poem is probably like my worst poem... well... its not good

I look deep inside and find
A feeling so dark it blinds
I can’t help but be this way
Always hurting day after day

I wish I could stop remembering
All the yelling and screaming
Everything that you do
I can no longer be with you

As much as it pains my heart
I can’t take this, I depart
I turn and see you yell
I stop and say my final farewell

Ever since I could remember ( Read more... )

Another day is finished
Feel more and more diminished
I wonder why I continue
With this life, I pursue

I see myself grow old
Alone in the cold
Without anyone to talk to
Not knowing what to do

I see no point in trying
We’ll just end up dying
Darkness seems so clear
I can see the end is near

I look at you and I see ( Read more... )

I don’t know what to do
Thinking things through
I’m so confused
All my life, been abused

No one to help me
No one that can see
Why I am this way
Living like this, everyday

Nothing is ever the same
Always different, no one to blame
Why things have to be like this
Why these feeling have to exist

I can’t believe I never realized
What was right in front of my eyes
The one I want, the one I need
The only one that can make me succeed

I wish I knew before
You’re the one I adore
I’m different around you
I’m happy, something new

I don’t know what to say
I wish you knew I felt this way
To build up the courage to tell you
The hardest task to go

Final Thoughts ( Read more... )