Final Draft ( Read more... )

I was inspired by Sib's post about the happiness regimen. It got me thinking, and while I haven't been doing the same thing, I did start to contact people I haven't talked to in awhile. Even if it was only dropping a line and telling them I missed them. It's so easy to lose track of people ( Read more... )

The place between where things are strong and where the sadness rolls off and can't be held.

Oh, it's been awhile LJ. Things have changed. The source of most of my whiny, downtrodden emails has been eradicated. I am single again and happy to be where I am. I held off on doing something that should have been done a month and a half ago. Mostly because I was lazy and indecisive, and somewhere in there I might also have had trouble believing ( Read more... )

Haven't updated for a while. One day bleeds in to the next, the cycle is constantly repeated. I am not in a good or bad place, but somewhere between, closer to good I suppose. School is daunting, relationships are difficult and fleeting. Friends are the anchor for my sanity. Family is constantly changing, but full of love. Life is alright.

What what what am I doing? Perhaps it isn't a good idea for me to be making life decisions, aren't all decisions life decisions? Maybe it's not a good idea to do that right now, when I am crazed by my hormones and craving mass quantities of cheese.

The last entry was cut short because, well, the subject matter walked into the room. I managed to possibly *make* myself sick and have been battling a nasty sore throat. I stayed home from work/school today and slept alot, it was quite lovely. I guess I have to go back into the world tomorrow (i.e. get out of the lovely universe that is my bed) it ( Read more... )

so we had the discussion. I dont know where we are headed. We both have major reservations but are hesitant to let go. It would be so nice to know exactly what I want and throw caution to the wind, but it isn't so. Nothing was decided but indecision really. We are both there. We are more alike and different than I would previously imagined. I can ( Read more... )

A calm has descended, hopefully it won't be too brief.

Two entries in one day, whoa. I feel very lost at the moment. For me too many things are intertwined and can't be 'appropriately' distributed in relationships.love.life.self. I have trouble putting myself into something without losing myself, I either hold someone at arm's length and hide emotions from them, or I throw myself into it full force and ( Read more... )