it's 4am, and my eyelids are heavy. i'm trying this new thing where i sleep at 6pm and wake up at 12am, then hopefully have the energy to do all my homework. this nocturnal lifestyle may just be the answer. i found that i can complete 15% more homework without my roommates around. when they're in the living room, it's impossible to engage in any ( Read more... )

we're on track. but that's not saying much for the individual who continues to procrastinate at 3:35 in the morning.

here is what i'm riding on:
english 101
- 100 point essay
sociology 302
- journal article review
spring registration today
-still no clue what i want to take

goodbye, berkeley, college of environmental design.

i had this dream that barack obama's wife wanted to kill me, because i was better than some of the competitors in her walkin-on-water team. but i woke up before i could email incriminating pictures of her to cbs news 8. i almost changed the outcome of the presidency...

he didnt even like my new haircut. its totally superficial.

and im happy i dont have to deal with it. angry that its not me.

goodbye to this god forsaken county and this second-rate university of career-ready baccalaureate degrees. till we meet again... in two months. before long, we will meet again... and again, and again; each time another slap in the face of my deprived social experience; one of the perks of attending a fucking commuter school. SPLENDID ISOLATION for ( Read more... )

my roommate moved out this afternoon. it was awkward. or maybe it wasn't since there was no interaction to make it awkward. he just up and left when i was doing my office hours at the center. i wonder why. he was very vague in his note saying, "unexpected reasons." i just hope it wasn't my stinky laundry that drove him off. or my flamboyantly gay, ( Read more... )

i texted you today. i wonder if you got it or if you're too busy fucking the cheerleader to have noticed ( Read more... )

i feel way smarter than ever before! sorry journal, that my hiatus came so abruptly. but a whole semester of college has passed and im invincible. the only thing i need to learn still, is essay writing. i've been procratstinating on this one paper for three weeks and its due in less than 6 hours. way less. mmph. not enough time considering the ( Read more... )

my hands are dry. i get dry when im nervous. here it comes and i stand unprepared.