drinking  water all the time makes you pee alot.  sheesh. 

 some things just seem to be rediclous and barely bareable today, 
being dizzy all the time isnt a pretty prize. 
i just want an answer. some type of closure.

 got in a car accident ( Read more... )

its frustrating ( Read more... )

 so its over ( Read more... )

so as of about two o'clock in the afternoon its pretty much over. and it hurts.

so when does my life get to start?

has anyone ever been able to go to another place in this world.  not all in a physical way.  but more something in your mind that changes the view.  brings some kind of different thinking process.  a place where things dont always have to be so realistic.  more just an adventure.  lets see whats over there kind of place.  a different view. 
i sat ( Read more... )

so guilt is the new excuse.

i never knew something like that would upset me so much. maybe because its basically saying, i dont want you. sorry.

so after being ditched for the second time in two days by the guy i refer to as my boyfriend, - today was supposed to be a "just you and me day"  but as expected in the place in the back of my mind knew that wouldn't in fact happen.  that would make us a good couple.  that would make things unexpectedly good.  so as i sat in my room for the day ( Read more... )