when all your words loose their meaning.
when grey turns black, then red.
when visions loose their clarity.
when everything takes shape.

Hmmm.. this is my first entry for 2006 so i better make it good. (doubtful, cuz i'm really tired) I suppose its just another year, but who knows what will happen in the next 365 days. anything is possible which is so scary, yet amazingly promising at the same time. maybe something is wrong with me, because that sends chills up my liquid spine. i'm ( Read more... )

i'm in a bad mood- just a warning. maybe this will make me feel better.

as everyone keeps reminding me, 2006 is right around the corner. all i can hope is that this year is better than the last. less tears, self destructive decisions and behavior, stress, school work, under appreciative men, bad music, and drama in general would be an improvement. ( Read more... )

i read my horoscope for january earlier today. i haven't done that in a long time. it said 'january promises great romance. don't walk away.' this scared me a little bit- like Glamour had some sort of insight into my life. of course i'd run, thats what i always do. yet, wouldn't a 12th of the population read the same thing i read? is every virgo ( Read more... )

So, i went to the eye doctor today, and i walked out the door seeing worse than when i walked in. he told me that i have an astigmatism in my left eye. (which my previous doctor never seemed to mention) He gave me new contacts yet, now i can't see a friggin thing out of my left eye, it burns, and i have a headache. what an idiot.

my mom and i went ( Read more... )

There's no better way to spend Christmas than with your crazy family and friends. i hope everyone is having a very happy holiday season.

random thoughts because i'm too tired, yet again, to form complete paragraphs:

Nip / Tuck is friggin amazing. period.

It's always fun to hang out with Teddy. Yay for birthdays.

My family is crazy. I remember why I moved out. and why I always miss them so much.

J.B. needs to move back to Tucson. NOW.

Sometimes you realize people aren't who you ( Read more... )

yay for making it home alive.

Almost everyone has already left Tucson to go back to their homes for winter break. I, of course, am still here, because I have to work. I get to go back to Scottsdale in a couple days though, and I can't wait. It's so nice not to have to worry about school and grades and all that BS right now. It'll be even better after Tuesday when I can take my ( Read more... )

i'm so glad finals are over.

i already got one B.

i think our house is about 50 degrees right now.

i hate working.

i can't wait to go home.

i'd rather die than get food poisoning again.

i still feel sick.

i became one of those crazy facebook people.

i don't know if i can be friends with someone so self involved.

i want an ibook for christmas.

i can ( Read more... )