Soooooooooo ( Read more... )

i thought i was over this?

My bedroom is mostly clean
I think I found a job
NYFA is looking more and more likely every day
Stuff's good.

Last night I wake up,
Zach is leaning over me, staring into my face.
"What's amatter?" I ask, half asleep, and start to sit up
He brushes my hair from my cheek and says
"nothing, i'm just looking at your because you're so beautiful, go back to sleep."
so i do.

it's hard to breath ( Read more... )

Today was great ( Read more... )

I can't wait to get out of here ( Read more... )

superbowl
Milo's birthday
Zachdad's birthday
Zach parents close on the apartment
Valentine's day
Zachmom's birthday!
okay, so that's all I've got. But still.

And in the meantime, I've gotta find a job, try and get financial aid, and study for my SATS. Which don't matter in the least, but they'll be fun to take :)

finding lj pretty useless and boring but i guess occasionally i like putting in here what's going on and going back to look at it ( Read more... )

Here's a self-pitying/self-bashing rant i hope no one wastes their time reading ( Read more... )