i have missed you both so much this weekend....
....you both know who you are...
i doubt the missingness is returned though.

i miss my beautiful friend(s)

there are people in the room ( Read more... )

does anyone have a spare live journal code they would like to give me for a friend?

pain inside
i wish someone was here right now to stop the tears
or at least hug me while they flow down my cheeks...
i just wish it would all float on out... the feeling insde of me
i wish i could turn my mind off

changing medication for the 5th time... saw my phyc yesterday she basically said the medication is not working again and im the worst shes ever seen me at the moment ( Read more... )

...lonelyness has become me...

i dont want to do this anymore... i cant...

ive fucked it up once again....
all i ever seem to do is fuck it up...

sometimes i feel like im in a giant bubble.. im not really here.. just floating around observing everyone elses life ( Read more... )

not living... just existing..
eyes red and puffy..

today i sat and watched people talk, smile, laugh, yell,run and wished i was among them....

the music of the nightNight time sharpens ( Read more... )