everyone i have created a new journal... thought it was time to rid of the old one

so add me :)

beyond_darkness

ok so i have $50 to spend now on the remaining xmas presents... which are my parents, my sister and lucas.. one word for you
FUCK

end end end
leave leave leave

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ive been trying to put my feelings down into my writing
but i cant seem to be able to do it
it usually helps
but tonight im making NO sense at all

something, someone, inspire me?

im so confused ( Read more... )

i hate seeing the people i love soo soo much in pain..
i just wish icould wash it all away for you
you dont deserve this
i would do anything for you to be able to be happy
beccause u deserve it ever so much

i thought about you for the first time in a long while today
sometimes it feels so strange not having you in my life.
not being able to laugh with you
cry with you
talk about nothing for hours wiith you
make numerous plans with you
i wish we still had that
but sometimes its a good thing you are not in my life
like when
you said those fukn horrible ( Read more... )

there is so much wrong in this world

what is right?

once again a franti song lyric is much needed

"if i could be rain id wash away the whole worlds pain"

franti is my god

ahhh its been a busy couple of days ( Read more... )

i love it when its just us three
the laughs
the personal jokes... that are OURS
the comfortable silences, where no one feels they HAVE to say something
the deep chats we have
the love we share
the cuddes and kisses
the dancing
the EVERYTHING
i love you two... you mean everything to me... always remember this....
xxx