i'm feeling really intresting and self-aware today. if only my nerves werent a vortex for my talents, i could be probably do something really good with today.

i can't help but wonder right now, if being on/off the birth control pill actually changes who someone is. i've always denied it, but after being on/off/on, i dont know.

Son of a bitch! Canned air sucks.

So, volunteering....fuckin.amazing. I can't even express in words how happy I am to have started doing this ( Read more... )

the longer my hair gets, the puffier it gets, so it never looks longer.....what the eff!

25. trip to chicago / coach purse ( Read more... )

as of mid-october, i officially have no friends in jacksonville....thus...i basically just have no friends period. awesome.

Ups and downs lately. Debating dropping out and getting a job for a while. Weirdest taste ever in my mouth. Smelling ex boyfriend's stinky hair gel....grossed out. Dressed two men up as women last night. Can't decide if bag is too much like bag and not purse.

i'm having a change of heart about weightloss....at first it was all about getting it off as fast as possible....now it's going to be about learning how to take it off effectively and still live my life. it's about becoming more active and taking every opportunity to do so. i'm going to get up on the running bandwagon very soon. i'm going to ( Read more... )

Things are weird ( Read more... )

one more dream down the toilet.