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[leaping_spirits]

just one more round and then i promise i will be off this topic for a long while. when is it finally going to be my turn? what do i have to do in order for someone to be interested? apparently just being myself isn't good enough. and really, as independent as i am, i am tired of being alone. just tired of it. i've never dated much, i won't

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[xokabiexo]

i wish i had words to say. i'm sorry doesn't really cover it, doesn't really express what i want to say. but know that i want to say something. to you. to help. i love you.

[ruthlessruthie]

*HUGS* you are gonna get real Ruthie hugs in no time so get excited!
I just wanted to remind you that if someone's ass needs to be kicked I will throw out the moral code of Taekwando just for you
Also, there are decent boys... it is a matter of finding one and I honestly have no idea how to go about that... but I will figure out! and Barthel will figure out a transporter (he is a Grad student at Yale... so he should be able to do that) and once we have a transporter we can hang out and eat really good ice cream and play phase 10 and have tea parties and dinner parties and bake cookies whenever we want!
and now you better be smiling!
I get to see you in 6 days! That is less than a week! YAY!
LOVE YOU! *more hugs*

[cleptoparasite]

Yeah. I ask myself similar questions about once every three months. I go back and forth between frantically looking (followed by self-pity) and not giving a shit (accompanied by lots of schoolwork.) I'm currently at the latter part. I find that for me, it happens when it happens, and there are ridiculously long dry spells in between. When I actually reach out to someone who's interested, she plays a fucking game and it's over. Yeah, that's happened about three times now, and age doesn't seem to be a factor. Bullshit.

See... there's a brief period of bitterness after each frantically searching stage. Yikes.