Welp, I'm leaving tomorrow morning. This morning I weighed at 220. Even after I already ate breakfast. So YES I did it! It would be lovely to see a number under 220 tomorrow morning, but I'm not counting on it. I have to get up in like 4 hours to go to the airport so I have absolutely no idea why I am still awake. I'm really excited to have a ( Read more... )

Today has been great so far, until my mom came home. Urg. But I'm not going to let that ruin my day. I just found out recently that I'm going to get a puppy :)!!! I'm so excited. I'm going to take him on walks, and love him and it's going to be fabulous. Unfortunately I have to wait until I get back from vacation next week. Speaking of, I'm going ( Read more... )

I've been sick for like 2 weeks now. This is awful. Today I feel so out of whack, and I have like no energy. I didn't feel like I could make it to the gym so I walked for an hour instead. It is really pretty out today, so it felt good to breathe in some fresh air. I got new sleeping pills last night so I was super excited to sleep, but it didn ( Read more... )

Alright 4 pound loss in 2 days. Not bad. I am kind of hoping to lose 15 by the time I go home on Sunday, so 6 days. I know this would normally seem impossible and ridiculous. However, since I haven't worked out or been eating well in a while, I could really pull a big number this first week. So 4 down and 9 to go! My self control is slowly coming ( Read more... )

I'm finally getting over being sick! I've been sick for almost two weeks now, and I think I'm finally seeing the worst of it. I called into work 3 times this week. No bueno for my paycheck. But at least I am starting to feel better. Still haven't even touched the scale yet. I bought new diet pills today and even though I haven't taken them, ( Read more... )

WHOA. It's been a while. Although I once had strength and dignity, I've lost it all. I don't even know the last time that I've been on here. When I start doing terribly instead of looking for help and support, I get too embarrassed so I just leave. I regret it big time. I miss all you ladies. Well I don't know why I suddenly decided to get back ( Read more... )

Good - the numbers are still going down. The past 2 days I've forgotten to take my diet pills and I've actually been losing more it seems. So I may or may not stop taking them, haven't decided yet. I only had lunch today. I had a small salad with veggies and no dressing. Then I had a couple sips of hot chocolate tonight and a granola bar. ( Read more... )

According to the accurate scale I stepped on today, I have only lost 3.2 pounds this week. WTF. Even with my sketchy scale, it said I had lost 6! So that was super disappointing. I was trying to blame it on the fact that I weighed at night, but really I had only had 50 calories in me for the day, and I burned over 200 at the gym. So really ( Read more... )

Pretty good day - I got my car fixed and it snowed all day :) I love the snow, it's so beautiful! But that means I didn't make it to the gym today. Tomorrow I am going to make up for it though. I have finals this week so it's going to be a little stressful, but I'm almost done for the semester! And I can just focus on losing weight! Tomorrow I ( Read more... )

I think. Haha, I hate my scale it's so stupid. I stepped on it 4 times and got 209, 3 out of the 4 times. At least I'm going down. I would have liked to see a little bit more, but at least the numbers are still going down. I only worked out for half an hour yesterday, so I deserve the small loss. I ate a little bit at night too, I feel so weak ( Read more... )