I haven't updated in here in quite a while by my standards but I apologize because I will not truly be updating tonight, simply letting you all know that I still read your entries and truly care for all of you and what has been happening in your lives but I promise with all that I am that sometime soon I will sit down and share with everyone the ( Read more... )

Firstly a work rant ( Read more... )

I know the ending and it's so much like the beginning I could cry. Filled with this apathy and this cruel sense of irony in that after so long and so much work it all came down to this; nothing. Nothing but his name 13 letters short of being more than a dream. Nothing more than thoughts and fantasies and ideas, Nothing better than those things I ( Read more... )

"Cigarettes smelt better than the car and where we were headed looked better than where we were from ( Read more... )

You are the crux ( Read more... )

So today is mother's day, the one day in the year when my obsessive love for my mother fits in with everyone else. Almost. I spent two hours making her card, all of yesturday walking around downtown in the rain trying to buy her gifts, and all of this morning cleaning the house to help her out. Oh yes, I am dedicated to that woman in the ( Read more... )

Yes, I did get it. And yes it is gone. And now my computer is fast, loving, and responsive to all of my needs. I am seriously considering asking it on a date, I'm thinking that with our new clear connection we may really have a future together. I even compromised. For its safety I am now using Firefox and really my computer is enjoying itself ( Read more... )

Like my last entry wasnt a LITTLE funny!?!?!?!?!!?!?!

COMMENT ON THINGS I WRITE DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!

Someday I'll be famous and you guys are gonna be like ....fuck if only I'd commented....
Just kidding, Im never going to be famous :P

But comments give me wamr happy feelings

so you should comment!

Words have nothing to do with writing. Nevermind the old saying that a good writer has a way with words. They don't, that's bullshit. What a good writer has is friends in all the right places, experiences to draw "inspiration" from so long as there's no visible copyright. A good writer has a computer, preferably a laptop. It's a dell and it's ( Read more... )

So I came home this weekend because i had to work. I saw danielle and that was really great. I needed something to get me out of this mood which she did even if it was a brief reprieve. Now I am still home because mom will be taking me back in the morning and I really can't get rid of this feeling ( Read more... )