It's time to just let it all go...

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I want to hold you and take away all your pain.
But to hold you and pray for you to stay strong is all that I can do.
You're stronger than you think you are. Just keep your chin up and keep believing.
I love you so much, and I'm here.

I feel so horrible ( Read more... )

why am i still on here?

blegh.

Wow. I haven't been on here in a while ( Read more... )

In all the mess of jugggling school, work, doctors, personal issues and what little social life I have, I seem to have completely forgotten that I had this...LJ thing. So I guess it's about time for an update of some sort. But even with as much as has happened lately, I'm finding myself at a loss for words or anything interesting to say ( Read more... )

I wish I could forget about him.
That he would stop consuming my thoughts.
The thoughts would stop coming up at all the worst times.
That Derek would stop telling me that it hurts so badly because I'm in love with him.

I'm so confused
and it hurts so bad....

I'm ready for the wildflowers and butterflies....

I found out Saturday night at my little brother's ballgame that Mrs. Rains had passed away. That hit me in a bit of an odd way because...I don't know. I guess because I'd been trying to go visit and talk to her for so long. And she's just one of those people that you place in this light where you think they can't ever die ( Read more... )