I am sick of being dependant on others for my own personal happiness. Just sick of it. I'm sick of childish fights that don't need to happen. I'm sick of where I live. I'm sick of this semester. I'm sick of my selfish nature. I'm sick of being sick of things ( Read more... )

I haven't written in 8 weeks. It's been a long time. New semester. New place. Fresh start. Sort of.  I won't dwell on updating about the holidays. If you want to read those you can go to my myspace page at www.myspace.com/christinalanger. Instead I'll start new. Categorized. Because I'm more organized this year. Even my thoughts. To an extent.

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This may very well be my last post before my finals are all done and over with ( Read more... )

And the stress rolls in like a sudden rain storm ( Read more... )

If I were to lay out a map of checkpoints leading the way to my heart I can say with almost all postitivity that it would consist of ample amounts of tea. Tea is one of those elements (yes, it's that good. Its an element for me) that is certain to calm a person's soul in an instant, and for that instant you're free. It is substances such as this, ( Read more... )

Things are getting better. Finally. Over the weekend and tonight as well, I have been very productive. I've studied, learned how to knit a scarf (which by the way is coming along fantastically) and completely cleaned the apartment. All of this is partly because my roommate Dana was home and I love spending time with her, she's great ( Read more... )

So, I've taken the time to seriously think about our relationship and talked it out. I needed that fight or I would have went insane. It felt nice to get everything off my chest. We broke up. However, it only lasted about 3 hours. After serious consideration and reflection upon the six year relationship. I have decided that love knows no gender. ( Read more... )

I will pull your tangles out...

I am in a relationship and have been for almost six years. I am in this with a man, a sweet, wonderful guy who deserves all things good in the world. So whats the problem? The problem is that I am a lesbian. There you go, it's out there. I am gay. I have always been gay, I've just lied to myself and everyone else in ( Read more... )

I had my psychology midterm today. I think I did really well, and that usually means it's all wrong. I bought new strings for my guitar as well, getting back into it. Slowly ( Read more... )

I have been slacking off in so many ways. I'll start at the wedding shall i ( Read more... )