I. hate. my. self.

and yes, I know that "myself" is actually 1 word.

Sean is being such a fucker! Not calling me back, avoiding hanging out with me..God! If you dont want to date me, at least have the fucking balls to say so. It's not like I'm so attached to you that I wont get over it ( Read more... )

Ewwww. I was doing so well ( Read more... )

I want to eat, I want to eat, I want to binge and puke it all up ( Read more... )

baaad day. fucking fuck fuck.

prolly like 1500 cals. maybe burned off an extra 300-500 dancing/walking.

ewww.

oh, and --

PURGE

(I'm trying to keep track of how often I do it.)

One of my best friends is leaving on Thursday for in-patient therepy in California. She'll be gone for three weeks, and three days after she gets back she's going off to college ( Read more... )

141.5. Lost 3 lbs in 1 day, thanks to some serious crapping and little eatting. Fuck yeah. Maybe I wont be so fat when school starts, afterall.

purge

Seattle was fun. Lost 2ish lbs. Well, my scale says I'm 143 and the one at my gym says 139.5. hmm... Mine is digital and that one isnt. I wonder which is more accurate? Hopefully not mine! then I'd have lost like 5 lbs.

S found my green tea pills. I told her they were multivitamins ( Read more... )