FUCK!

i think that me and sarah are done talking for a while. im sorry but i am not going to fucking listen to her tell me that i dont care about her and shit. she dont listen to me when i tell her that i do care. she refuses to believe me. i do care about sarah a lot and i understand that she was in a mental hospital but i cant fucking drop everything ( Read more... )

i mite as well put in here waht i feel. well its valentines day and honestly i think it is the stupidest "holiday" there is. valentines day. its so lame. it makes me wanna puke. i mean what is the point? unless you have someone to spend it with its actually a pretty pointless holiday. am i the only one that feels this way. i dunno!? half the shit i ( Read more... )

i just got home from chillin at jessi's. im goin to the movies wit them tomorrow. shit, i guess jessi's friend fred likes me and i dont know how i feel about that.. :-/ i mean i do know how i feel about that but i dont wanna be mean. ya know. i dont like him, as any thing more than a friend. but i dont want them to take that in the rong way. i ( Read more... )

wow, i forgot all about this journal and i undeleted it so yeah i am gonna update this one more now i guess. im bored. hmmm nothing to say. im gonna hang out wit jessi n them later.
peace
missy

why are so many people afraid of dying? i am not afraid of dying, the only thing i am afraid of is losing the people i love. death is a part of life and everyone is going to die eventually. think about it. in 150 years there wont be a single person living on this earth who is here now. we are born to die and most people can't accept that. the only ( Read more... )

wednesday- i didnt do much cuz i stayed home from school sick. just sat on my ass all day ( Read more... )

me n faygo are still together. i skipped school tuesday and me n sarah went over there all day and chilled. she mite hook up with his cuzzin james but she is afraid to break up with her b/f or soemthing. its wierd cuz everyone (including her) knows she wants to go out with james. o well. hung out over there monday. ooh we are gonna have so much fun ( Read more... )

son of a bitch. i dont know what to do. tomorrow is when i make up my mind...but yeah today he said something to me that was kinda disturbing..i dunno..maybe its me..

something is really bothering me now but i dont know if i wanna talk about what it is. because its quite stupid actually. i know i shouldnt be but i cant help it. its making me mad.