as some of you may have noticed, my sparce journal entries have tended to be on the depressing side. I dont think i have ever felt so shitty in my life. i feel like breaking up with sara was the biggest mistake of my life, for a multitude of reasons, all of which i will not go into here: if you know me and you know sara, you know why im an idiot
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Sounds like depression. Keep drinking and maybe the feelings will go away, like mine never does.
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i know this too well.
i am so sorry you've discovered this atrocious feeling.
it's the worst place to be.
you keep on hearing "it's going to be okay" or "hang in there, things can only get better" over and over from us all, but somehow you're not finding an appetite for that--if one at all.
all i can say though (and it may seem contradicting at the moment)
is something you once told me:
the day is always darkest before the dawn.
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