I don't give a fuck about schoolwork anymore. Fuck it ( Read more... )

I just had a beautiful, beautiful time with Meg. We talked for hours and hours, sharing things about ourselves and our thoughts that we've never shared or even articulated to ourselves. Just...talking. Being. Stripped of all pretense of acting and of trying and of pushing and of impressing, but just sharing. I've never felt this way about anyone ( Read more... )

I'm tired and I'm wide awake, and I'm depressed and I'm blissful and I'm pissed and I'm bold and I'm scared and I'm lonely and I'm content and I'm ugly and I'm gorgeous and I'm changing and I'm staying exactly the same and I'm loving and I'm hating and I'm doing what I can and I'm living, just living, and I'm a lot of things, I hope, I'm hoping.

I JUST SHAVED OFF ALL OF MY HAIR AND I LOOK FUCKING FANTASTIC.

Opening credits: "Walk Away" by Barlow or "Go Your Own Way" by Fleetwood Mac or "Afro Blue" by Gary Burton

Waking up: American Beauty Soundtrack's "Dead Already"

Average day: "Rhapsody in Blue" by George Gershwin or "Bubble Toes" by Jack Johnson

First date: John William's E.T. Theme or "Only In Dreams" by Weezer

Falling in love: "La Cienga Just ( Read more... )

I am in a 7 piece jazz combo - me, Andre, Max, Ethan Dobson, Dane, Slomka and Dillon- and we are the sickest thing ever. We're playing the sickest pieces, and we are THE BEST group of musicians I have EVER worked with in my life. There isn't a single one amongst us that isn't great at improv and comping and reading and jamming out, and we sound ( Read more... )

Alright, I'm not quite sure how I'm gonna survive missing 4 days of school in a row. I haven't been in school since last Wednesday. Fuuuuuck. I'm fucked, right? Fucked?

Justin came over today even though I was really really sick and we worked out a bunch of stuff for our composer's forum at the end of the year and for the musical we're writing. We chose all of the pieces that are going to be performed, wrote bios for them, figured out their order, wrote an 8-part auxiliary percussion piece to be performed in the ( Read more... )

Our school ran a winter blood drive today, which was run out of the gym by the junior varsity basketball team because they wanted it to be ready in time to practice. A BLOOD DRIVE...which has the opportunity to SAVE PEOPLE'S LIVES...was deemed inferior in importance to that of a JV basketball practice, and dozens of participating blood donors ( Read more... )

This IS Lecco's special day ( Read more... )