Hahahahahah......People that hold "genetics" against another person (because everyone can help what genes they have, of course)are absolutely fucking ridiculous in my book.

I havent touched my LJ in months, and when I do, I see bullshit like that...le sigh. Fucking hilarious.

So many things left unsaid...I never thought that you would be the one to break me, but I suppose I should have seen it coming...And most of all, I suppose that I deserve it, after what I put you through. Let the guilt begin.

Hm...I seem to have caught the sickness known as death again....Cant stop coughing and wheezing and whatnot. Its no fun at all ( Read more... )

It has been 2 years since Curt shot himself. I miss that damn kid so much. I still think about him every single day. Its hard to believe he has been gone for that long already.

Today is the day that I should have become a mother. Today was the expected due date for my child. Today I would have become what I never thought I could be ( Read more... )

Due to the obvious circumstances, I am removing some people from my friends list and keeping my live journal friends only. Please do not take this as anything personal, I just do not wish to read/hear about your lives, and I dont want you reading about mine. I really do view you all as friends, but at the moment, I just really want my life to stay ( Read more... )

( Yeah, this really is my natural eye color, believe it or not! )

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In France.....be jealous...be very jealous.....

Happy Birthday Curt

Curt W. Phillips

April 8, 1989- October 15, 2003

I'd like the memory of me

To be a happy one. I'd like

To leave an afterglow of

Smiles when day is done.

I'd like to leave an echo...

Whispering softly down the

Ways of happy times and

Laughing times and bright

And sunny days. I'd like

The tears of those who

Grieve to dry before ( Read more... )