I am going back to the hospital. I was stopped before I did anything, but its obvious that I need help. So, I'm giving it another shot before I try to hurt myself again. Thanks for those who support me.

I hurt myself today ( Read more... )

For those of you who have not heard, or have heard the nasty rumors, yes, I was in the nut house for a "vacation" a few days ago ( Read more... )

Its days like today that I miss you the most...Saying that may not seem like much to some people who also loved you, because everyone loved you very much....Some people may doubt me when I say that I loved you...but I did ( Read more... )

So, here I am. Adding a post for everyone that keeps questioning where I have been for the past 5 months. I didnt fall off the face of the planet, just been keeping to myself ( Read more... )

HIM played on 666.....who's got 2 thumbs and got to meet the band after the show? THIS CHICK ( Read more... )

So I'm officially 22 now. Hooray. I love my friends...for my birthday I got: Incredibly drunk, a full tank of gas, a carton of ciggarettes, a huge bad-ass sticker for my car that matches the tattoo on my leg, a drink poured down my glow-in-the-dark Batman T-shirt, titties in mah face.... Oh yeah, and tons of love from everyone! Thanks for showing ( Read more... )

The day I have been dreading is here...The day I am forced to say my final goodbye ( Read more... )

I will never forget getting the call tonight from Jen....telling me that she loved me....and telling me that you had left me here, alone. How could you? You broke your promise to me....but I will keep mine to you. These rings will never leave my fingers, and you will be forever carved into my heart with the words that we used so often..."Forever ( Read more... )

The sweetest perfection ( Read more... )