Yesterday was Joel Soehner's funeral and memorial service. It was very sweet. It was really cool to see how many lives he touched in all sorts of different circles. From those of us at HSW, to Tom, to people he had met while in various recovery programs. It was also reassuring to hear how he had stayed the same sincere and compassionate person. And ( Read more... )

Life is different with no one to dream of.
Sleep is easier but waking harder and it hurts too deep
to hear you ask how i am because i know you don't care
at least not the same as before.
But blue's still blue and the TV still screams static
through the plip-plop of tears

I just want things to work out.

Please?

Setting sun on a cold December day begins preparation for the worst mid winter’s night ( Read more... )

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Went to YL tonite. That was good. I think I'm going to join a small group.

Made dinner for Salli, Kendra, and Amy.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to have dinenr with my father.

Here's my humour type. I would personally move myself more towards "spontaneous" but oh well, it's kinda close.

the Wit

(80% dark, 23% spontaneous, 15% vulgar)

your humor ( Read more... )

Today has been a huge jumble and right now I'm completely devestated. It's like as soon as I start to try and get my life straightened out, a train has to come through and destroy the very little I've done leaving me further back than I was to start ( Read more... )

I know it’s dumb, but it’s just how I feel ( Read more... )

Mom and dad never taught me to love ( Read more... )

So my Batman&Robin pillow has been super lonely for way too long. It needs some company. And the girl whom I've been totally swooning over won't even talk to me. *tear* hehe. Oh well ( Read more... )