I swear I saw him today. It used to be that I would just imagine his face in crowds of people, but it had to be him I know it. I walked to my car after class as I usually do, and right when I pulled out of the parkinglot, I saw him talking to someone on the corner of the street. We made eye contact. He even took a double take. My heart raced, and ( Read more... )

My body is spinning in place as I lay here in my damp and sunken bed. My head is going right, and my feet are going left. Too much vicodin in my blood stream. I think next time I'll take more. I lay my arms out so my body is in cruciform. But I get antsy, and need a cigarette. I roll to the edge and trail off the side until I bounce onto the floor ( Read more... )

I collapsed yesterday.
All I could think about was keeping the tears back.
It's a possibility that I might actually die.
My bones. They hurt so bad. I just want to either be done with it
and be cured
or
Be done with it and be dead.
Either way, I would be done.