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[ledlevee]

I'm lost in a perpetual Billie Holiday song. I'm still waiting for things to get better. Hasn't happened yet. Too much time is passing. I'm considering dropping everything and becoming a hermit hippie person. I need some kind of drastic change but it's impossible for me right now. I have a great job, they pay for my tuition, I'm doing well in

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[reptoid]

I know how you feel about the wanting to be alone and being lonely at the same time. It's hard to be content, ever, no matter how many "good" things come. Why do you want to be a hippie hermit? I want a free enlightenment ticket personally. Cuz I'm entitled.

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[ledlevee]

I've never been unhappy in a good relationship. The reason I want to be alone is because I'm not in a relationship. Does that make sense? I want to be able to be happy alone because I don't think I'm capable of being in a good relationship right now. But if I were in a good relationship, I'd be perfectly happy. I'm not sure if that makes sense.

[reality_sleeps]

pft,havnt you heard? 30 is the new 20 :P

I know things will work for you, you're a wonderful person.