It's been a while. I'm not sure what to say. I've spent most of the summer in and out of the hospital. There was a month were I couldn't eat or drink anything and I was getting all of my nutirition through an IV. Then I got a staff infection from the IV line, had a 104 fever, and was back in the hospital again. During a 2 month period between ( Read more... )

I'm going to lay off women and dating for two years. That's when I get my degree and finish paying off my debt. Until then, I'm going to work on school, work, poetry, and music. I'm going to work hard this summer to get my poems published in as many publications as I can. I don't want women to get in the way of my real dreams. And when I ( Read more... )

My Last Dream ( Read more... )

I'm lost in a perpetual Billie Holiday song. I'm still waiting for things to get better. Hasn't happened yet. Too much time is passing. I'm considering dropping everything and becoming a hermit hippie person. I need some kind of drastic change but it's impossible for me right now. I have a great job, they pay for my tuition, I'm doing well in ( Read more... )

Note to Would be Killers ( Read more... )

Mummified ( Read more... )

Bleeding Dust ( Read more... )

A Cold Realization ( Read more... )

Beautiful ( Read more... )

I'll never forget the famous words of an old coworker of mine:

"I had a good day once."

I know exactly how he feels. I just wish I could remember when it was.