Things are quite a bit different now, but I've no strength left in me to explain them. You forgive, you move on, but you never do fully forget.

Until then, I hope all has been well with you.

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I made crepes at four o'clock this morning. Is that even legal? The dining table and I had a fight and as you probably have guessed, it won. I have a lovely discolouration on my hip as a reminder of that horrible loss that I will be mourning over for days. It is moments like those where I am glad that Lilas is the only one who lives with me. I hope ( Read more... )

I have never done anything so spontaneous, yet so planned out in my life. It took a little convincing (alright, a lot of convincing) from M and a talk with Keira but I knew in my heart it was something that I wanted to do. I'm going to be in California on the twelfth and for as far as I can see, that's where I'll be staying. M offered some room in ( Read more... )

Keira said that I am a sexpot in disguise. I don't know whether to laugh or smack her rear. In lieu of that, I uploaded this icon for her. Okay, perhaps not entirely for her. :-* I am excited that I will have the opportunity to see her soon.

Shalom will be arriving in Paris sometime next Thursday. Depending on what time her flight arrives, I may ( Read more... )

My goodness, at this rate, September will never come. How ironic that Shalom recently updated about time? Go figure. It's seldom that anyone comes to visit me so needless to say, I am happy that she is coming to Paris. I am thinking of taking her to a few of the museums because she seems like someone who would appreciate art. We'll see ( Read more... )

I've decided that I have fallen in love with Adam's voice. He calls me when he can; during breaks and after sets. I feel as if I am close to him for those few moments we speak. I wonder what he is doing throughout the day, if he's had enough sleep or if he's running into tables again. I wonder if he's thought about me as much as I've thought about ( Read more... )

Lilas and I will be boarding a plane back to Paris soon. Time has gone by so quickly and it is bittersweet. Of course we miss home, but being with Adam feels like home too. This has been an experience I will never forget. I've lived my musician's life vicariously through AFI. ;) Everyone has made us feel so welcome. We couldn't possibly hope for a ( Read more... )

Somehow M has once again managed to coax me into extending my stay with the group. Lilas and I are going to be joining everyone for a few dates for Warped Tour in the states. If this is kept up, we will never see Paris again.

As for our outing, M and I toured the city of London. Lilas was placed in the care of Hunter and Adam. There is no need for ( Read more... )

Amy was gracious enough to pay for my account. Without her, there would be seven less icons. I'd go and thank her for that if I were you. ;) All kidding aside, merci Amy, you are an extremely giving person. I thoroughly appreciate the gesture and you.

If you want a recant of what happened on my day with Keira, just read her journal. I've got a ( Read more... )