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I hate movies about love they always make me wish that I had that kind of love. The kind of love that you only find in movies (how cliché is that statement) like the kind of love that a guy would stand in the rain for hours waiting for you to get home. Or the kind of love that could overcome anything that life brings to them with out the ( Read more... )

I had this crazy dream last night……Tyler, Taysia, and I owned a restaurant well not just one but like a lot all around the US and it was called Friends but only it was in another language. We had some in Nevada some in Colorado and some ion Arizona so we all lived in each of our states. The best part about it was that we all had billons of ( Read more... )

I have two days left in Flagstaff; it makes me really sad to know whom I will be leaving behind. I have had some of the best moments up here with many people at many parties. Some of the best Thursday nights that I will ever have. I may not speak to most of the people that I used to be friends with but if they had not been in my life I may not ( Read more... )

I hate being one of those girl's that need a boy friend.

It’s like a sick feeling in the pit of your stomach, like you want to throw up. It’s a feeling you get that makes you want to throw something through the window because you are frustrated or its like this felling you get that if you didn’t live in a brick building you would put your fist through the wall not because you are mad at anyone or any ( Read more... )

It is almost May and it is snowing out side!!!!!!!!!! I am so or Flagstaff…… I thought that winter ended in February but apparently I was wrong.

Who would have thought that a late night drive in a polka doted Jetta blasting The Format with never ending roads was a cure all remedy for being sad. I guess it helps when you have your best friend in the seat next to you. I am going to miss you so much next year Taysia I love you……

Nicky sent me some pictures of his mom and step-dads wedding they all looked so happy. I wish I could have been there, but some things just can’t be the way that you want them to be.

I don’t think that it will ever get any easier to talk to Nicky on the phone. Every time we talk I just get really sad. It’s so hard to talk to him about our lives knowing that he is not a part of mine and I am really not a part of his even though I wish that he were. I wish that I didn’t get that sad about it ever time I talked to him. Even if ( Read more... )