so many things going on, and just don't know what to do about them all. i hope i can graduate, and i hope that ALL my family issues will be solved.

worked all day, again, as is my routine now-a-days. now i'm thinking of how much it really sucks, and how tired and stressed out i am and how worried i am about everything. all i'm asking for is a little ray of sunshine in my cloudy life. :-(

well it's been a while since i've done this and just recently i was reading my past posts and what my thoughts were at those times, i was really peppy. lol. not like overly peppy, just so young. that was only a couple of years ago, but i still think that i have grown up since then, and i know that a lot has happened and life is very different for ( Read more... )

why did i think, that you were going to be different, i guess i was wrong...again.

i'm stressed out...and nothing seems to be going right in my life. and i don't know what to do. i try to please some, while letting others down, and i don't know what to do...it frustrates me, but at the same time i just want to be like fuck it and just do whatever. *sigh* i don't know what to do...just thought i would let it out here.

I hate men!

why do i care so much about a boy...i always say that i don't want to put too much into it, but i always do. then i worry about whether or not they like me, or will they continue to like me. i just need to figure out what to do to not have these thoughts and feelings, i just need to stop and get over it. why is it so difficult to find someone ( Read more... )

it's almost the new year...and it's not ending in a good way...i feel like i'm losing my best friend... =(

just when you don't think things can get worse they do...i guess it's not fair to want everyone to be unhappy like you are...but the guy that you turned down finds a girlfriend and is happy...man talk about karma really biting you in the ass huh...just the story of my life...

i feel like writing in my journal today...it's sunday and i'm feeling lazy...what's new? lol...yesterday was kinda of lazy too...i went to work, came home, started to decorate the christmas tree, went to study with crystal, emily, and casey and b&n, visited victoria in the emergency room because she got into a car accident and hurt her ankle, then ( Read more... )