I've got about fifteen minutes before I go out, and I've figured that I might as well use them for writing here. I don't feel like going out all sweaty after tidying my room, and it's not enough time to finish writing about the past weekend in Sheikh Jarrah ( Read more... )

I'm speaking tomorrow at 18:00 in Gender in the Field (Migdar Bashetach) con, in Bar Eilan university, about the proest vigils in Jerusalem ( Read more... )

Finally I get to the shower. While the water temprature is pretty high, I find their touch cooling and soothing,I can feel my muscles relax a bit, my mind gains some focus. I soap myself repeatedly taking a long while till I feel really clean again ( Read more... )

I took s clonex pill that Sil gave me, to stop the panic attack/ She said it would make me somewhat disorientaed and eventually make me sleep. I hope she's right. I know I shouldn't take unsubscribtioned psychiatric pills, but I think it's an extreme case ( Read more... )

I'm trying to do some streaming writing. It's an exercise we practice in my writing workshop, in order to open you up to writing, break writer's blocks, and get your mind flooded with ideas and inspiration. You're supposed to write everything that comes to mind, without thinking about it, criticizing or limiting yourself. You're not suppose to ( Read more... )

I'm furious. Like I haven't been for quite a long while ( Read more... )

1. There's a difference between legs-cuffs and hand-cuffs. They might also have variants of hand-cuffs, but unless they do what I have at home is the legs-cuffs ( Read more... )

And I can't help but wonder, at which point does the fact that you're not invited to people who usedto be your friends parties, stops hurting.

When we first considered the option of taking some time off each other I told him that he'd probably just dive head first into a new relationship. Like he always does, did. Find someone who'd fill myself, or at least distract him from my absence, ainstead of facing his issues, instead of working on himself, spending some time on his own, leaning ( Read more... )

It hurts so much to feel that I was so easily replaced and forgotten. That he could move on as simply as that.