clearly writ in a holiday season,
putting them here for safekeeping so i can toss the sheet of paper they were writ on

This is not what I asked for
A reality bourne of fears
A new puppy or a lump of coal
Were more along the lines of my wishes.

You know how sometimes you go into a situation with expectations or hopes, and then it it TOTALLY just what you needed but not at all what was expected?

Yah, me too.

And now my mind is full in a whole new way. But I think I also have a new ally, which is a good thing.

I am not going to even apologise this time for not posting in almost a month. It's my journal.

And before I ramble off, T, keep writing and sorting, you are a main reason I have returned. Share for share.

The more things change the more they stay the same.

I had to grapple, and still am grappling, with the idea that it was not specific bad ( Read more... )

This comes at a very "good" time ( Read more... )

The United States of Tara is a new show on Showtime. I watched the first episode online.
( My thoughts, cut away if you want to see for yourself )

It's another rant post ( Read more... )

Does anyone else get queasy after posting "for real?" I reviewed what I wrote (bad idea) and it is so vague yet so telling all at once, I was afraid to hit post. But I am trying so hard not to hide, put it out there, be honest and all.

But I am so afraid of it being out there. Even for y'all what I trust with it.

Am I the only one?

Last night's appt. with MGF was also rather intense. Then I went home, picking up Dunkin Donuts as per R's request which meant COFFEE for me at 8pm, then we watched Dark Knight. Not a bad movie, but I kind of zoned out during it a little. Then we stayed up even longer, going to bed around 1am, and still not in sleepy mode - even the Little One was ( Read more... )

I swear it doesn't feel like it's been so long since I have posted, but the backlog doesn't lie. Mea Culpa ( Read more... )

This is from an Insight email I received. I dedicate it to you. :)

( The Chariot )