We did this exercise in Counseling and Guidance that is part of the Gestalt theory, in which you say, I feel ________ and I take responsibility for it. And you are supposed to fill in the blank and then go from there. It is supposedly good for the person to see how they are feeling and then admit in words that they are responsible for the way they ( Read more... )

There is something about being here in Georgia that is so incredibly wonderful and boring and annoying and delicious. The house is always loud and busy and full. I am honestly not sure how many more days of being stuck here I will be able to stand. I wish I had my car ( Read more... )

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that.

Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react.

And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out.

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time.
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now...

Falling slowly, eyes that ( Read more... )

I get this gut wrenching feeling when I misplace something... especially if it something important like duty keys which are worth $1000 or my desk shift, which is worth my job. I feel like I might as well crawl into a little ball and die because i have gone and fucked everything up again... because I cannot do anything right. I am losing and ( Read more... )

I really just don't get how I can lie in bed for two hours without ever finding sleep... but when I have a 10 o'clock class I can hit snooze every five minutes for an hour and successfully fall back asleep each time...

I also don't get why 72 degrees is perfect sometimes and right now is freezing.

I went journal shopping yesterday and barns and ( Read more... )

idea of actually turning 20... and being a 20-something, instead of a teenager is .... weird.

And maybe I am weird for thinking that... but I think it just hit me that I have the rest of my "ACTUAL" life ahead of me.

:  /

And really. What am I going to do with it?

I could live off of the flan that comes in little tin cups...

there are like 7 ten-year-olds in my house.... coming up with a dance for something... arguing over what they are going to dance to... Hannah Montana is winning. This is what woke me up from my nap.

oh whataworl' whataworl'.

And I am losing my mind.

No really. I am. If you see it somewhere can you get it back you me?

K. thanks.

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what the heck is up with everyone and their mother going to Africa this summer?

I want to go!

In other news, My ankle is still swolen, not aided by the fact that Jane and I walked around 8 miles yesterday.
[my grandma got me a pedometer, along with a huge bag of Reece's and Nutterbutters and peanut butter m&ms... ironic much?]

Basque Country was ( Read more... )