Well..it's monday again. I still haven't gone to school and i can't really until my guidance counselor can see my mom and I. Here's the deal: they are going to withdraw me from school and then re-enroll me and switch my classes around so that im not taking so many classes with a ton of work. I cant go to school until i get my new schedule and am re ( Read more... )

Ok..my life since last tuesday. I haven't gone to school at all because the zoloft made me really sick, so i went back to the doctor today and she put me on prozac. I feel like shit all the time..so hopefully the prozac won't make me so miserable. I went to the race track with Brad and Dad saturday night and we brought the vega and the '67. Brad ( Read more... )

ALright! Chrysalis was definately what i needed! even though there is still a bunch of crap in my life..it's not something that i need to try and handle on my own and worry about alone. Speaking of worrying..i went to the psychiatrist today (even though i didn't think i needed to anymore)and she said that there was nothing wrong with me right now.. ( Read more... )

Alright..I talked to my guidance counselor today..finally! It was really relieving because he was really hlepful and understanding. My mom made an appointment with a therapist today for moday..but i'm going to be at chrysalis.. so we will see what happens with that. I hope i can do something about my english and ap world history classes because ( Read more... )

Ok..so i'm not grounded anymore. My parents finally figured out that i've been way more hard on myself than they could ever be! Right now it feels like there is absolutely no way that i can bring my grades up by october 6th or whenever the grading period ends. I just really don't know what to do. I'm surprised i havent had an ulcer by now. So ( Read more... )

Alright..i'm grounded now! No cell phone..no computer..no fun..no driving until i bring my grades up. I have to ride the bus everyday from now until february when i get my license if i want to get my license and drive to school. I am failing five of my classes right now: AP World History, Psychology, English II H, Bio H, and French I. I need to ( Read more... )

So it seems like the only time i update on here is when i have something to complain about or when i'm upset or frustrated. I'm failing four out of my seven classes and i've missed six days of school. This morning i just completely broke down..i think it's the first time i've seriously cried in years. I woke up late and my dad was being a dick ( Read more... )

So..life is really different right now. My dad is being a dick about the phone bill and I understand that I need to work to pay it off..but he's always so rude about it..and that doesn't help me to do it because i'm already in a bad mood from school..but when he goes and says all that shit i just get really bitchy..and i hate being bitchy. I just ( Read more... )

Soo..i guess i will talk about the cars first. My dad is selling the Mustang, the Intrepid, and the '65 Impala..he already bought the Vega..which isn't street legal..so no help there..and he's going to buy a maroon two-door Ford Focus hatch back..(that's for me)..and a truck for hauling the Vega around on the trailer. I need to learn how to drive a ( Read more... )

Wow..this very moment..i feel like my life is falling apart. I don't feel like i have it all together anymore. School is way too overbearing..and i just found out that i have an AP exam for World History and a notebook check on friday..and I have a test in Bio Honors..and i just need to get my act together! I just want to cry right now..i can't ( Read more... )