The time has come... it is time to delete my livejournal. I've considered it for a while and i cannot confidently graduate college while still having a LJ. (facebook beware, you are next). Plus, i realize its a waste of time and negative energy since most entries simply consist of transparent, yet "cryptic" and angry messages or bitchy rants. Its ( Read more... )

I just had the craziest and fucked up Wells dream ever. A rebel group from within Wells led by Pratt decided to lead a revolution and violently take over the school with the help of mercenaries. So i'm sitting in my room with toby when 3 soldiers storm into my room and order us to drop to the floor, this is the revolution bc Wells has been deemed " ( Read more... )

Well everyone else i complaining about thesising and being a comformist means i get to whinte too!! Yeah so i was left with no thesis advisor and was mierably stressed until this glorious day. Olson said he'd be my first reader, which has left me walking on clouds of relief. Negative point is that i think he's going to make me thesis this fall. ( Read more... )

Thanks to everyone who's left comments or called me to cheer me up. its actually really helped pick my mood a bit since surprisingly toby is the strong one and i'm the one falling apart. katie even called me from germany, which was one of the most pleasant surprises this summer. ANd JAKE left me a message ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning feeling very sad and disappointed because when i woke up i was having a dream about spain. It was one of those realistic and vivid dreams that aren't weird or out of this world so you have no doubt that you are awake. In the dream, court, amy, toby, abe and i decide to study abroad in spain for another semester. The dream was ( Read more... )

today is my last day and my uncle is such a sweetheart he came to visit me and say goodbye. something my family at home would never do. now i´m feeling nostaligic but happy to see people i love. cant wait to see my wells people. wish my best friends from honem would be around in nj but theyre all off on their lives. even tracy has her own apartment ( Read more... )

Time is running out here in sevilla. oh man has it flown by in a curiously speedy way. the next few days are full of goodbye lunches, dinners and drinks. as nice as it will be to see my family again, i will miss being completely independent in europe. i have to run to my last final in a few mins and then go gift shopping bc, yeah i put it off til ( Read more... )

So i had an interesting and odd 5 mins yesterday with toby and amy. First toby and i headed to an ATM bc toby needed some cash. I see this guys dressed in khakis and a button down walking directly towards us. At first, i assume he wants to use the ATM. Then he stands inches from my face and says "did u get it out?" Toby and i are surprised so we ( Read more... )

now that its getting down to the wire and i have last than 3 weeks left in spain i'm starting to feel a bit anxious and homesick. Ive been miserable for the last few days bc toby is in germany for 10 days and amy and courts parents are visiting for the week. so i feel extra lonely and homesick for comfort. it just sucks. i didnt think i'd be this ( Read more... )

As is norm of my fickle nature, i´m back to liking sevilla. Maybe its the weather or the lack fo school but i´m relatively content lately. ive even enjoyed tobys mom who has been visiting for the week. considering she hates sarcasm more than anything and thats essentially the core of my personality, its been calm and good. im pretty sure she likes ( Read more... )