It is officially 1111... which means anything you wish for today will come true. or at least that is what I have decided. so I am wishing for an amazing year. and I have a good feeling about it. 2010 was great. I had an amazing time, but I feel like 2011 is going to shape up to be one of the best years yet. and I can't wait to see what's in store ( Read more... )

 
honestly. most days i just want to scream.

  somedays it hurts more than others. sometimes is the compilation of 100 different things that make the tears come. unluckily for me, it's one of those days. i find it hard to make it through days like these, and hard to keep my head up. i manage to do that, but it doesnt stop the hurt. i just want to be held and for someone to say everything is ( Read more... )

 i love greys. so muchhh. uughhh i cant believe i have to wait 2 more weeks to see the next episode. its so cruel. seriously i am obsessed with that show. butt anyways. this week has been hard. i am a little overly sensitive and therefore any small amount of yelling has lead me to the verge of tears... or actual tears themselves. ugh. maybe i am ( Read more... )

 
take a deep breath... and relax. and listen to the wise words of guster:
...be strong, be brave, it'll be ok.

***also officially listening to taylor swifts fearless album on repeat... haha. she is so wise <3 

HAD TO POST THIS... HAHAH <3

Email Message: Just ate 3 of your delicious ******* muffins. Now when I poop it burns and smells like flowers ? What it up with that?

I think I am going to start a blog about the people//complaints I get at DD. I mean really some of them are just ridiculously outrageous. although I feeeeeel like... I could get in trouble for that... hmm. legality issues on that... anyone? anyone?

ps...

"It’s the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter."
Marlene Dietrich

its a funny kind of thing... feeling the way i do. its pretty indescribeable. it is like i never feel filled up. does that make sense? i am a happy person. i love my life. i enjoy the people and things around me. but for some reason I can never feel satisfied. gah idk. sometimes i think i ramble about nothing. i just am afraid to make a change ( Read more... )

i am completely redoing my room right now. i need it. it is crazy how much I need this. i think it is going to help me move into a different place in my life. an adult, but still fun place. i am excited to see where this newwwness takes me. i just feel revitalized and ready to be me... just me in the future. haha if that makes any sense. so my room ( Read more... )

i feel the most alive with my friends. like i could fly or do anything. it is hard working in an enviornment where i talk to complete strangers all day and the girls who i work with for only like 5 minutes. i don't know how to start a relationship with any of them. i am the newest by 3 months, but there are 3 girls who were the ones who started 3 ( Read more... )