i need to get out of here. i feel like if I don't I am going to get stuck and that is the last place I want to be. stuck seems, horrible. why would I want to be at dunkin? I mean besides the amazing flexibility. basically I just want to go somewhere where I can "marvel at something." it doesn't even have to be grand. it just has to be different. I ( Read more... )

why why why... is this my life? i just don't understand. i feel like I was destined for something much greater than this... i mean is this really it? i am supposed to be the backbone... always? like i don't even know what to do anymore. just smile and act like everything is dandy i suppose. well i guess this is the start of a new directions for me ( Read more... )

i don't think my summer could be going any better if I had planned. there have been a few bumps and falls along the way, but ultimately... I am having so much fun :) i love life and can't wait for this new journey to get started. I just wish my life was less cluttered. But... I need to start with my room first lol ( Read more... )

 and so the job hunt continues...

 i just love summer so far :)

i am really happy. I could be happier if I had a job. But hey... I can't always have everything exactly when I want it. I think that my interviews went well too. Hopefully they did at least haha. Anyways, still working at dunks. Ya know.. trying to make the bacon. I swear I am starting to just smell like coffee all the time. no amount of scrubbing ( Read more... )

i have TWO interviews this week now!!! jeez... guess those airplanes in the night sky do really work... hmm?

i have a phone interview for a job i really want. GAH I AM SO PUMPEDDDD :D

besides that i am trying to not fall into a hole of slight despair due to the other things that are going on in my life. but hey i can only keep hoping and dreaming.

<3

i just wish things would work out in my favor for once. sigh I suppose not going on a big trip gives me money to save/spend on something else... BUT i realllyyyy wanted to do something big. i feel like it's my last chance. that my life is just going to take off and I am going to look back and regret and didn't work harder to make this happen. ( Read more... )

"The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask. There can't be any large-scale revolution until there's a personal revolution, on an individual level. It's got to happen inside first ( Read more... )